The book of Revelation will the last class I teach in Torrey Friday. This is good since the first I taught over two thousand classes ago was Genesis.
It took me seventeen years to get through the Bible. Now I am moving to Houston to start again. Reading a book slowly again and again for years produces many opinions in a man. I moved from skeptical about Obadiah to loving Obadiah. Somethings did not change: I still am tempted to skim big chunks of Numbers. When even Fred Sanders cannot help you “get” a book, you are probably invincibly exegetically ignorant, but I refuse to give up.
Some opinions gained are sectarian and should be argued such as my particular view of the Eucharist, but there were a few simple truths that stood out to me that I don’t think are that controversial. I surely knew them seventeen years ago, but they were impressed on me so many times in reading and tutoring the Bible that they are stamped on my soul.
God is love. There are times in the Old Testament when a reader might doubt it, but always, at the bottom, God is wooing humankind. In the end, He does not just relate to the pain of our brokenness, He is broken. He does not stand afar off and smite, as He could, but is smitten enough with His beloved children to be wounded for us.
The God of the Bible is Triune and so can love within the three Persons fully, but that love overflows and fills creation.
God is just. If His love is sometimes hard for readers to see, the justice of God may be what obscures this vision. God hates injustice. He hates the poor to be oppressed by the powerful and for the many to covet and steal the wealth of the few. He hates to see the wicked prosper and the good to be left empty. Each immortal soul matters to Him and He will perform radical surgery to reach out to each one and remove the cancer we keep giving ourself by our selfish choices.
Justice is the scalpel he uses, but love is the motive. A man can make himself so sick, cling to the rot and the ruin so tightly, that no pain is sufficient to remove it. Those men make themselves hateful to God, but only because they refuse His justice and loath His love to cling to their tiny desires instead of embracing God.
God is the subject of the books of the Bible.
Moses is there, but as the servant of God and giver of His law. David is there, but only as a man after God’s heart. Esther is there, because she risked all to save His people. Everything and everyone in the Bible disappoints . . . including the vision of God each character enshrines, but God stands behind each failed attempt to capture Him, carve Him, put Him in a location, and limit Him to a time.
God alone is at the end of all the dreams of the pilgrim. God alone is at the end of history. God alone can love through ruin and rubble. God is so beautiful that being near Him can make a shepherd poetic, a king wise, and a murderer a saint.
God loves the Jewish people. God is so much the beginning, center, and end of the story that He would need no other character to make the Bible complete, but God chose to reach out to humanity. He focussed on one group in particular, His Chosen People, the Jewish nation. He loved them and blessed all the nations through them. He took on their flesh and suffered the tyranny they suffered. He became man as a Jew and so exalted that nation.
He did this not to exclude the rest of us, but to provide a path, a personal path, a human path to us. He did not love “us” in the abstract or en masse. He came to Abraham, to Moses, to David, to Isaiah, and finally to Mary so we could all become His children. He loved the Jews in particular, because His love for me, for you, is never general but particular.
His is no Godly impersonal welfare system for humankind, but personal Divine Charity for a person.
God knows. The God of the Bible can face hard truths. He hides from nothing and we can tell Him everything, because He knows it. No impiety is hidden from Him and no blasphemy makes Him insecure. He demands worship only because it is appropriate for us and good for us, not because it adds anything to His glory. He knows the worst of us, and the best that is possible, and allows humanity to live in His sight.
God began history, He uses patterns in time to reveal Himself, and someday He will end the story. History does repeat, but it is going somewhere. Every hard lesson is learned again, more intensely, but school will be out someday. Virgins conceive. A remnant returns. This is that spoken of by the proper. Again. And again. But not forever.
I love the Bible, but not as much as I could. After seventeen years, and thousands of hours of discussion, I have just started. Just the notion of God’s love overwhelms me, staggers me, and compels me to read again: Moses, Paul, John.
Now to begin reading and following the Logos again in Houston. Anybody want to join me?